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i dunno [16 Feb 2005|12:12am] [ music | mary mary:" sex and sweet victory " ] Popular interests among hiddenbyasmile's friends 1. movies (4) 11. lord of the rings (3) 2. underoath (3) 12. thursday (3) 3. the used (3) 13. a static lullaby (3) 4. silverstein (3) 14. talking (3) 5. from autumn to ashes (3) 15. rain (3) 6. evanescence (3) 16. up north (3) 7. concerts (3) 17. sleeping (3) 8. nirvana (3) 18. stars (3) 9. coffee (3) 19. nintendo (3) 10. dashboard confessional (3) 20. going boo!! (2) Interests gestalt My most interesting friend is love_a_sorrow who has 20 of these interests, followed by vee_vee33 (20), desertroc (10) and cresent_skyline (6). Normality Index My friends are 48.11% normal. Analyze me ! Username: Popular interests created by _imran_ wow this thing really is true !!! Comments*

[12 Feb 2005|12:23pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | from first to last:"secrets don't make friends" ] 1) YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (name of first pet + street you live on): molly glenwood 2) YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (grandfather's first name + favorite snack): george beefjerky 3) YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant): chrome pegesus 4) YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (favorite spice girl + last foreign vacation spot): emma tiawanna 5) YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied): sissy st. clair shores 6) YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (first initial + first three letters of your last name): amck 7) YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (favorite animal + name of high school): geraff lakeview 8) YOUR BARFLY NAME - (last snack food you ate + your favorite alcoholic drink): beef jerky beer 9) YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (middle name + street where you first lived): ashley glenwood 10) YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name): 3 musketeers simpson 11) YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (favorite celebrity's first name + best friend's street name): drew ursaline 12) YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use): casey sprint WoW FUNney Comments*

If i was gone, would you even miss me? [05 Feb 2005|12:05am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | short stories with tragic endings- from autumn to ashes ] I don't even know what to say. Am I a shitty friend, a shitty girlfriend? do i not try hard enough to please everyone else before i can actually make myself happy. I mean I can't actually remember the last time i was truely happy. I dunno whats wrong with me, and i hate being like this. Stuff just keeps building up and up, and i cry more and more, and i hate crying because i feel so pathetic. I don't want people to feel sorry for me, i just want someone to talk to, or someone to be there for me, and theres only 2 people that i can say have honestly been there for me lately, and they are veronica and justin. I mean what am i to everyone else just chop liver. I know casey loves me, but hes not there like he use to be. Sometimes i feel like the only reason hes still with me is because hes afraid that if he breaks up with me i'll hurt myself or something like that. but seriously i don't know if lifes even worth it anymore. I know things have to get worse before they get better but i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!! *3 LeftComments*

Bored out of my mind [30 Sep 2004|08:51pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Space- Somethingcorporate ] Name] Amanda McKee [Screen name] XImadorkbooyaX [Birthday] 6/12/88 [Location] St. Clair Shores Michigan [Current Hair color/length] black/blonde/shoulder length [Eye color] blue/green [Height] 5’6 [Shoe size] 7 [Parents still together?] no [ Siblings? ] yah [ Do they look like you? ] my sister, but the rest are from another planet [ Pets? ] dog, cat, guinea pig, and 3 gold fish [ In school/graduated? ] in school 11th grader [ Rent, lease, or own your home? ] live with my mommy [ What do you do for work? ] I work at big boys [ How much do you make? ] 2.75 or 6.50 an hour [ What do you drive? ] my moms mini van Preferences [ Black/White ] Black [ Red/Blue ] Red [ Roses/Daisies ] Roses [ Beer/Liquor ] lemonade [ thongs/bikinis] thongs [ Hair: Short/Long ] in between [ Boots/Shoes ] shoes [ Food: Mexican/Italian ] Italian [ Dark/Light ] Dark [ Day/Night ] Night [ City/Country ] Country [ Chocolate milk/hot chocolate ] Hot Chocolate [ McDonald's/Burger King ] Burger King [ Coke/Pepsi ] Pepsi [ Tea/Coffee ]Tea [ Cake/cookies ] Cake [ Cereal/toast ] Cereal [ Gum/hard candy ] Gum [ Ocean/pool ] Ocean [ Marry the perfect lover/marry the perfect friend ] The Perfect Friend You Love [ Cheerleading/ Dancing] Dancing [ Gloves/mittens ] Gloves [ Bunk bed/waterbed ] Waterbed [ Motorboat/sailboat ] Motorboat [ Lights on/off ] Off Favorites [ Color ] Green and pink [ Vehicle ] Malibu [ Drinks ] Orange Pop [ Clothes ] Colorful shirts… Jeans [ Soda ] Orange Pop [ Food ] Pizza [ Book ] The Crucible [ Author ] Arthur Miller [ Band ] Silverstein and Underoath [ Song ] The Red light pledge- Silverstein [ Movie ] Sweet November [ Holiday ] Thanks giving….. Bring on the food [ Season ] Fall [ Country ] USA [ State ] Florida [ City ] Jacksonville [ Movie genre ] romance/comedy [ Sports ] cheerleading [ Thing to do ] Write [ Thing to talk about ] Life Do you... [ Color your hair? ] Yes [ Twirl your hair? ] No [ Have tattoos? ]Not yet anyways [ Piercings? ] yes.. Nose, belly button [ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? ] You bet, Mister Patrick Casey O’Brien [ Floss daily? ] No [ Impersonate? ] Yeah [ Chew gum obnoxiously? ] No [ Cheat on tests/homework? ] Sometimes [ Drink/Smoke? ] Smoke… I know tisk tisk [ Like roller coasters? ] Hell no [ Wish you could live somewhere else? ] Sometimes [ Believe in online dating? ] No [ Want more tattoos? ] Yes [ Like cleaning? ] Sometimes depends what I’m cleaning [ Write in cursive or print? ] Cursive [ Carry a donor card? ] No [ Swear a lot? ] Yeah [ Own a web cam? ] No [ Know how to drive? ] Who doesn’t [ Diet? ] No [ Own a cell phone? ] It’s broken : ( [ Ever get off the damn computer? ] Yeah [ Others find you attractive? ] I’m Pretty sure they do, why they do I have no clue Have you ever... [ Gotten a speeding ticket? ] No [ DUI? ] No [ Been in a wreck? ] To many [ Been arrested? ] No [ Been in a fist fight? ] Yes [ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] Yes [ Stolen a car? ] Yes [ Stolen anything? ] Yes [ Held a gun? ] Yeah [ Smoked? ] Yeah [ Pot? ] Yeah [ Crack? ] No [ Drink? ] Yes [ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] No [ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ] No [ Posed for nude pics? ] Once [ Considered a life of crime? ] No [ Considered being a hooker? ] Not really [ Maybe a pimp? ] No [ Cheated on someone? ] Yes [ Been married? ] No [ Been divorced? ] No [ Cried over a girl? ] Yeah bitches that pissed me off [ Cried over a boy? ] Many Times [ Lied to someone? ] Yes [ Been in love? ] With all my heart and soul [ Had sex outdoors? ] Not yet [ Fallen for your best friend? ] Yes [ Made out with JUST a friend? ] Yes [ Been rejected? ] Many times [ Been in lust? ] Yes [ Used someone? ] Yes [ Been used? ] Yes [ Been cheated on? ] Yes [ Been kissed? ] Yes [ Experimented with homosexuality? ] Kinda [ Tried to kill yourself? ] Thought about it [ Done something you regret? ] Yes Are you... [ Psychotic? ] Sometimes [ Vegetarian/Vegan? ] No [ A sexy bitch? ] Fuck Yeah !!!!! Right now... [ What are you listening to? ] Underoath - #10 [ What are you watching? ] Laguna Beach [ What time is it? 8:24 pm [ What are you wearing? ]my pj’s [ Hey baby, nice shoes... ] Socks [ What're you drinking? ] Water [ Eating? ] Brownies [ Who are you talking to? ]Erin Tocco If you could... [ Be anywhere, where would you be? ] In my bed [ Who would you be with? ] My Boobo Casey [ What would you be doin? ] You know what we’d be doin What was the last... [ movie you rented ]13 going on 30 [ movie you bought ] Butterfly Effect [ song you listened to ] Space- Something corporate [ song that was stuck in your head ] Underoath - #10 [ song you've downloaded ] Billie Talon- River Below [ cd you bought ] I dunno [ cd you listened to ] Underoath- There Only Chasing Saftey [ person you've called ] Big boys [ person that's called you ] Casey [ tv show you've watched ] Mad T.V [ Cried? ] Last week [ Cut Your hair? ] A month ago [ Wore a skirt? ] everyday [ Wore a dress? ] Home Coming [ Were mean? ] Today [ Were sarcastic? ] Today [ Went for a walk? ] Today [ Met someone new? ] Today [ Said "I love you"?(and meant it) ]Yesterday [ Took a test? ] 2 days ago [ Hugged someone? ] Today [ Had a nightmare? ] I don’t member [ Took a shower? ] Today [ Made your bed? ] Last weekend [ Went online? ] Today [ Thought about sex? ] Yesterday Who was the last person... [ You hugged? ] Jason Harvey [ You instant messaged?] Justin [ You kissed? ] Casey [ You had sex with? ] Casey [ You yelled at? ] My mom [ You laughed with? ] Jackie Plonka [ You had(have) a crush on? ]Casey [ Who broke your heart? ] Steven Joseph Writtenberry What's the first thing you do when you... [ Wake up? ] get ready [ Get in the shower ?] stand under the hot water [ See a hot guy/girl ] smile [ Know someone likes you ] lead them on then tell them I have the bestest boyfriend ever How many... [ Times have you been in love? ] 3 times [ Times have you had your heart broken? ] twice [ Times have you broken someone else's heart? ] twice [ Boys have you kissed? ] not enough fingers and toes to count [ Girls have you kissed? ] 2 [ Boys have you slept with? ]…. 5 but just cuddles [ Girls have you slept with? ] lots [ Countries have you lived in? ] 1 [ CD's do you own? ]I dunno [ Scars are on your body? ] A few [ Different illegal drugs have you taken? ] 1 [ Friends do you have that you could trust with your life? ] 1... And that’s Casey [ People who you consider your enemies?] a few [ Times has your name appeared in a newspaper? ] I dunno [ Languages do you speak? ] 3 Name one... [ Thing you love. ] Shopping [ Thing you're embarassed about. ] My nose and boobs [ Thing you want to know the answer to. ] Why My Dad doesn’t care about me [ Thing you plan on doing on the weekend ] working and seeing Casey [ Thing you plan on doing tomorrow ] I plan on doing Casey [ Thing that is hard for you to do. ] Quit smoking [ Thing that annoys you. ] When people don’t practice what they preach [ Person who bugs the hell out of you. ] melissa [ Food you hate that everyone else seems to love. ] Mac and Cheese What... [ Do you wear as pajamas? ] bra and Underware [ Shampoo do you use? ] herbal essences… it smells so god damn good [ Scent do you use?] lucky you [ Do you think of virginity? ] Nope just that I lost mine and hope I don’t regret it [ Shoes do you wear? ] anything that comfortable [ Color is your toothbrush? ] clear and pink Theres a lil me info… yeah I dunno im really fucking bored Have a good night <3 Amanda ….. I love you booboos Comments*

slit my wrists ... take away the pain [17 Sep 2004|07:05pm] wow it's been such a long time since i last updated... since then a lot has happened, but i don't feel like reviewing all of it. right now im so FUCKING bored it's not even funny. Casey told me last night that he would be over afterschool, and we were supposed to go to a movie.... but like always that didn't happen.. he didn't have money for the movie so i guess thats why he didn't even bother coming over today... isn't that nice? so hes over shey's.... and im bored out of my mind... theres no one here and i don't know where n e of my friends are... but hopefully i can get a hold of ashi so we can hang out tonight... but that prolly won't happen either. next weekend is homecoming and i still don't have a dress... but i think im suposed to get one this weekend. and casey finally decide to come with me after hours of fighting with me... why do guys have to be so damn diffacult? oh well hes my booboo and i love him so much. saturday is also are 6 month anniversary.. half a year..god it seems so much longer then that... well im going to go love ya all, <3 amanda Comments*

Why do people have to be so gay??????? [25 Jun 2004|04:22pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Giving Up: Silverstein ] yesterday we got the cops called on us for underage drinking suposedly.... yeah ok.... well who ever called that was pretty gay because there was no drinking.... but ok..yeah well yesterday we all told jim that we all didn't like him it was so great.... hes such a fucking loser.... i swear i could be a total bitch to him and he would still like me.... god when will he see he doesn't have a chance with me even if we were the last two ppl on earth i would rather kill myself then have to procreate with that jerkoff.... but whatever... i think it's so gay that i can't talk to certain ppl because the ppl i hang out with.... and now justin has been kiked out to .... but hes better off we HAVE MORE FUN!!!!! well i g2g we might be going to the fair later so if ur going i'll see ya there.... peace <3 Amanda   *7 LeftComments*

hmmm..... [22 Jun 2004|10:24pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Silverstein: Red Light Pledge ] What is your favorite.. gum: Bazooka restaurant: Pegasus drink: Cherry pepsi season: fall type of weather: rainy emotion: love thing to do on a half day: Hang out with my friends late-night activity: The hipity dipity lol sport: I don’t like sports city: Jacksonville beach, fl. store: Hot topic When was the last time you.. cried: today played a sport: Like 6 months ago laughed: today hugged someone: today kissed someone: today felt depressed: A few days ago felt elated: Whatever that means felt overworked: today faked sick: A few weeks ago lied: I’m a completely honest person J What was the last.. word you said: night thing you ate: A turkey sub song you listened to: Giving up: Silverstein thing you drank: squirt place you went to: Big boys movie you saw: Fuck if I remember movie you rented: Eurotrip and my baby’s daddy concert you attended: 89x birthday bash Who was the last person you.. hugged: Casey cried over: Old friends kissed: Casey danced with: Dance ???? I don’t dance shared a secret with: Casey had a sleepover with: Casey called: Casey went to a movie with: I have no clue saw: Casey were angry with: Casey couldn't take your eyes off of: Casey obsessed over: Obsessed with Casey???? Me??? NO WAY!!! lol Have you ever.. danced in the rain: no kissed someone: yes done drugs: no drank alcohol: yes slept around: no partied 'til the sun came up: yes had a movie marathon: yes gone too far on a dare: no spun until you were immensely dizzy: Who does that???? Honestly??? taken a survey quite like this before: yuppers   night everyone casey will u marry me?????? lol Comments*

It's been a while..... [30 May 2004|05:32pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | my mom saying get the fuck off the computer ] Wow i don't even know what to say.... it's been so long since i last updated .... and so much has happened..... lets review..... concert... car accident... stayed home from school and woke up to kc malone and justin standing over me.... yeah pretty scary..... ha saturday.... hhmmm.... what to say about saturday.. lets see i worked .... went to  kc's .... had a wine kooler.. with 3 asprines ... yeah not good ..lol... i fell in the street it was funny.... then yeah well the rest of the night was good :)..... put it this way the next day i smiled a lot!!!!! i made up with some ppl i've been mad at... and now everything is good.... well yeah... latley i've just been hanging out with everyone.... it's been fun.... yeah nothing else to say at the time.. <3 Amanda Comments*

I remember feeling lone.I remember lossing hope.I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped [17 May 2004|07:41pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | my cats annoying mating call....eeeeerrrrr ] Im so happy... im finally back to my normal happy go lucky self!!!!! I think it's because i spent the whole day with casey lol.... he makes me so happy!!!!!!!! in many ways lol. omg everyone is randomly having sex... it's so funny... Thats where the saying expect the unexpected comes in. Im getting my hair cut for sure on wednesday... im scared... but i really need a change my hair is driving me crazy. I can't wait till thursday.. my first ever concert!!! it's going to be sweet. hhhhmmm.... whats else to say.... oh if u want to join the I HATE RYAN AND ASHLEY CLUB... please sign up now because the spots are filling up quickly.. and thats about it... nighty night <3 Amunda lol p.s. ppl u better fucking comment or i'll get angry..... and don't forget to sing up now !!!!!!!! *5 LeftComments*

OMG... IM SO PISSED [15 May 2004|07:25pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | A STATIC LULLABY: A SONG FOR A BROKEN HEART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ] i really don't get it.... omg why do ppl have to make me so angry???? why do i get so angry???? can anyone answer these question???? thats right... i didn't think so. Im sick n tired of beig grounded!!! I started work today.. it was actually kinda fun... I have one thing to say eugeine is my best friend at work..lol. I told my mom today about the smoking thing... and she didn't say n e thing.. i really don't think she cares. It was funny.. i was like mom i need to tell you something.. and u can't get made at me.. and i think u already know.. shes like u and casey are having sex... i was like um.. no ur way off ...lol. but yeah... then justin came to pick me up with casey.... then casey came over for like not even an hour it seemed.. then he left.... yeah THANKS A LOT CASEY!!! and now im so angry i want to break something, or hurt something.. or myself... i dunno whats wrong wth me lately.. i've been so depressed.. and im getting kinda suicidal.. yeah ... somethings wrong... i dunno what....oh and im getting sick and i feel like shit so it makes this like ten times worse.... yeah well im so PISSED... i don't feel like sayin much of n e thing else... i don't want to say n e thing i don't mean... thats why im going to try to avoid talking to casey tonight.... but i doubt hes going to call me n e ways... nighty night <3 Amanda p.s. LEAVE ME SOME LOVE !!!!!! *4 LeftComments*

Being grounded really sucks !!!! [14 May 2004|06:12pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Thrice: stare at the sun ] I have one thing to say... IM NEVER SKIPPING SCHOOL AGAIN.. well not this year n e ways ..lol. God i hate being grounded... but i think im slowly being let off... this morning i got my cell phone back.. my mom is leting me go to the concert still.. yay.. and she let me go out to lunch... and she said if i clean the house shes going to let me hang out with casey tomarrow after work... yeah thats right i start work tomarrow... im so scared. Even though i already saw casey today.. but ssshhh.. she doesn't know ..lol. Im thinking about telling her i smoke... i don't know how shes going to react.. but im already grounded so it's better to tell her now.. instead of getting caught in a few months and getting grounded again..... yeah i dunno. Im going to try to get her to let me go out tonight... i doubt shes going to let me but it doesn't hurt to try. Yeah well theres not much more to say.. talk to yall laterz.............. <3 Amanda *2 LeftComments*

best frinds means to pull the trigger.. best friends means you get what you deserve [09 May 2004|06:43pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Through the eyes of the dead- to take comfort ] This weeked.... well ... it was good!!!!! and theres like way to much to type ... and i don't feel like typing it.... because im lazy.... All i have to say is I LOVE CASEY SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!! night night <3 Amanda *5 LeftComments*

Yay i got let off of being grounded [06 May 2004|09:27pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | ck and joe joe: i pray for someone like u ] God it feels good to be free again!!!! Today school was ok.... i slept like almost every hour... but who cares. I came home and slept some more... it was great. Listened to some a static lullaby... yeah there awsome. I told my mom i needed casey to help me with my homework.. so my mom let him come over ... hehe.. We did are homework together outside.. omg today was so nice. We watched peter pan... omg peter is so hot.. but hes like 13.. but it's all good lol... im just playing casey u know ur the ony one for me:)... and hopefully were going to be together forever!!!! Well im tired.. even though i slept all day... yeah that doesn't make much sence.. but n e ways nighty night.....   <3 Amanda p.s. stale ciggarets are grose !!! *2 LeftComments*

I FUCKING HATE BEING GROUNDED...EEEEERRRRR [05 May 2004|07:55pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | THE USED: ON MY OWN ] Yeah today was pretty stupid because im grounded and can't go n  e where, or have n e one over... it's so gay .. i didn't even do n e thing but whatever.Well today was still kool.. casey.. justin.. and kieth came to my school 4th hour.. and they got kiked out lol.. but it was fun while it lasted.... well atleast i got to see casey:).. thats all that really matters!!!!! This sucks i wanted to hang out with amanda and the rest of the crew today.. but of course not .. im grounded. I went shopping with my mommy... we went to target... i found a beding but i didn't get it... and watch when i go back to get it.. it will be gone because thats just my luck. I got my favorite perfume.. lucky you.. omg it smells sssssssooooo good... and i finally got an iron so i could iron my dress shirts.. yay. Yeah i think the high light of my night was ironing my shirts.. while talking to case on the phone... and talk to my mom about jon....lol...some good shit.... but really fucking grose.... im going to puke just thinking about it.... well i have to shower.. and stuff..so talk to yall laterz <3 Amanda p.s. I REALLY NEED A FUCKING CIGGARRET.. GOD DAMNIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *3 LeftComments*

This is so fucking gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [04 May 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | the most depressing song u can think of ] Well i got to see casey:)... but now im grounded.. yay.. fun shit.. not. It's ok though me ..kc..justin..malone..and jim had fun n e ways.. but now i can't hang out for like a week.... yeah it sucks, but if i suck up i just might get off early.. hopefully. Yeah i HATE RYAN... and thats all. night <3 Amanda P.s. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Comments*

all the stars up in the sky....... [04 May 2004|02:16pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ] Hmmm... what to say... i've been hanging out with the g- unit crew a lot latley.. we've had some good times...Today me and amanda went in to school late.. hope my mommy doesn't find out..lol. Caseys sick today :(... so i won't get to see him.... im going to cry.. this is like the first time i haven't seen him since florida.Who knows whats going on today... god we need another fucking car.. or less ppl. Well i don't know what else to say.. laterz <3 Amanda p.s. leave me some love Comments*

All i have to say is wow.. this weekend was CRAZY!!! [02 May 2004|07:17pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Taking back sunday ] This weekend was so crazy.. my house is the ultimate party hangout... lol. Yeah friday 2 and a half hours... thats right casey u know what im talking about ..lmao. Lets see.. friday i hung out with like everyone at dinos house for a while... casey and justin spent the night. Yeah some egging went on.. it was great. Saturday.. well what can i say saturday was fucked up.. we like spun out in alan kelly's car.. it was hilarious. i kiked jims ass... it was great..lol..we got my moms van.. drove around..hung out at dinos somemore.... we all smoked like fucking chain smokers... yay were all going to die of a young age.. isn't that great? ..lol. OMG ..jim and ryan got into a fight... were like all fed up with ryans shit... it's so great he has like no friends now... god im lovin it. Today nothing special happened.. we were all lazy bums. Yeah my moms going out with that new guy i guess ... hes pretty kool.. it's just different... i dunno. Aaahhh... god i love casey................................................................ and im tired to so........................ peace *11 LeftComments*

OMFG........ [29 Apr 2004|10:37pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | hoping to hear the sound of the back door open !!! ] Omg.. my hampster died.. and my lil sister found him down stair dead... i feel so bad.. im going to cry.. not.. i hated the lil rat n e ways because he bit me all the time.. so i don't care.. i just feel bad that my sister had to see that. Holy fucking shit... my mom met some random guy at the bar tonight.. and she called me like 5 mins ago.. and guess where she is... the dudes house.. MY MOMS A FUCKING WHORE!!! i mean seriously this is just sickening... plus the fact that she doesn't even know who this guy is.. she could get raped then murdered.. i mean it would be easy for him shes already drunk.. omg i just want things to be normal .. but normal is to over rated for my family i guess .. my life is not ment to be in any way normal.. sometimes thats a good thing sometimes thats a bad thing... im just really worried right now... and i can't sleep till she gets home.. so it's about 2 o' clock in the morning ... she best get home soon im tired.. <3 amanda ( dork ) *2 LeftComments*

Yay dinos home [29 Apr 2004|08:07pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | The Used: On My Own ] Today was fun... i finally got a hair cut.. me and casey walked around.. went to dinos to see him when he got home... holy shit he looks so different.. it was really nice to see him again. Then casey came back to my house... we finally settled the casey vs.steve thing... and of coarse casey one...lol.. yay for me.. lmao.. well im tired ..it took a lot of energy to bitch out my brother... that lil fucker .. long story..  nighty night everyone   *1 LeftComments*

fun fun fun and yes... more fun [27 Apr 2004|08:20pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The Used ] Today was fun... i didn't go to school because i " accedentally" slept in..lol. Then casey came over.. had some more "fun"..lol.. then the whole g unit crew showed up. I did amanda's hair..it looks so sweet... we had some intersting coversations. Who knows what going on tomarrow... i just hope something fun..lol.. things have kinda been a lil boring lately. Well im so fucking tired.. talk to yall later.. night night <3 amanda  I hate being put in the position where it seems i have to choose between my freinds or my boyfriend .... aaaarrrrr *1 LeftComments*

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